You're experiencing a conflict, a blocked situation that's causing suffering in your family.
You need an interpreter to say things. You don't feel understood, you'd like to be able to express yourself in complete safety and above all to be heard.

It may be the result of a bereavement, an inheritance, a family conflict or problem, a conflictual relationship between adult siblings, between parents and children, the consequences of parental disputes on siblings.

It's often difficult to talk about yourself, especially to someone close to you. We assume that the other person knows or guesses. This can lead to misunderstandings and leave a bitter taste. It's also a question of generations. Sometimes we don't have the codes to understand each other.